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Early hours in the Morning...
Friday, August 22, 2008 @ at 2:20 AM

Was waiting for his calls... didn't hear anything from him. Here I am, sitting and waiting. He was in office working till 10+ then departed for home. Sent me abt 2 or 3 smses. Last I heard frm him was just a msn msg calling me Darling. Waited and waited. Gave him a few missed calls and still no sound from him. Must have fallen asleep. How could he forgotten to call me? Not much communication for the past 2 days that I was on MC. Told me he is stressed at work. Nothing I can do to help. Can only try to be understanding but it's so hard... especially when I am sick and I want him to pay some attention on me. Haiz... Speechless. Feeling neglected and abandoned. Strong words to use but these describe how I am feeling now. Upset... He said will be meeting me tomorrow earlier this week. I guess it's not going to happen cos he might have to work late again. Hates it when he gets piled up with work. Hates it when I am left alone. Hates it when he forgets to give me a call and leaves me wondering and waiting... waiting for the phone to ring, waiting to pick up the call. HATES IT!!!