Haven't been blogging for the past week. Have been super busy with work. Went into office, fighting war everyday in the morning. When it comes to afternoon, realised that almost half the day is gone and there are still many things left undone. Sometimes, the things that happened, were totally a waste of time to go and be bothered abt it. Some just kicked a fuss and made a mountain out of a mole hill, some just couldn't help but poking their noses into matters, crossing the borders and boundaries whereby they have got more impt things to attend to. Really couldn't understand humans at times. Complicated and contradicting animals... It's just so hard to put your trust in people. I always think that it's a very sad thing that we could not trust the people around us. The world is such a cruel place to live in. Every now and then we have to be on our guard, wary abt others, super duper careful with each step we take. It's so so super tiring... Luckily I have supportive boss and colleagues around me to encourage me to continue moving. You really need pillars of strength around you at work. :)

Anyway, I went over to Dearie's place and stayed over on Friday night. Woke up on Saturday morning and was angered and pissed till I teared. Gave Dearie a fright... He dreads to see me crying and guess his heart felt pain for me as my tears rolled down. It was due to work that I cried. Sometimes I really wonder if it's worth working so hard. People are not appreciative at times. Some are nice and yet, some are just lunatics. Finding faults with you for nothing. I almost wanted to drop a defensive email... which might turned out to be offensive. Anyhow, someone managed to advise me out of it but... my weekend was spoilt. I was happy staying over at Dearie's place. Woke up with a cup of Milo. Dearie had it made for me... so sweet ya? When I stay over at his place, Dearie will make me drinks... just like my mummy. hehe... Hugz...

Dearie bought me to Causeway point to walk walk and we caught a movie. "StarDust". Nice nice wor... heartwarming love story, filled with sci-fiction and fantasy. Recommended to watch. Starting on 1 Nov 07. Go watch if you can! :)

Jack passed away on Sunday... Dearie's hamster... Had been with him for 3 yrs plus already. I went home with Dearie after his class and found Jack dead. body stiff and not moving at all. Dearie's mum cried. Heart pain... his dad went downstairs and gave Jack a burial. Well... May Jack die in peace...

Went over to Dearie's place on Wed nite. Had dinner with him. Was caught up in office when I was abt to leave at 6pm. Afterwich, waited for Winnie to finish her things. By the time I reached his place, almost 9pm. He cleaned Jack's cage while waiting for me. Sorry Dearie. Didn't meant to make you go hungry and wait that long for me... Hugz...

Dearie waited till his rice went cold. Felt so bad. We chatted abt our work during and after dinner. Loved that feeling. Sharing on what was going on at our work, the things we had gone thru that day. This is what couple should do. Sharing and listening to one another, sparing one another that listening ear. Knowing what was going around and what each other had faced during the day. Afterwich, Dearie accompanied me when I was washing the dishes. I stayed in the kitchen to play with his Jack while he went to resolve his PC problem. His mum came and talked to me after her TV show. We chatted till almost 11 and Dearie sent me home. I wanted to go home myself cos I knew he would be tired to travel to and fro but Dearie insisted to send me home. Hugz... Thank you Dearie. muaks!

Thurs & Fri, had training on PowerPoint 2007. It is an AMAZING software and I must admit... I fall in love with what PowerPoint 2007 can deliver. The things we could do just with the shapes / pics / presentation are simply so great! I met Irene and Dearie after the Training on Thurs and I was telling them if I pass the test, I would have the Office 2007 software for free! It's kind of a promotion between Microsoft and System Integrators. :)

Well, took the test. Almost fail lor. Luckily managed to scrap thru via the instructor's help. Can you imagine: Got to complete 27 questions in 50 mins. Each question has its sub questions as well. After the test, I felt so unsettled and panicky. I think I had a panick attack. Had to take deep breathes and it was after 1 - 2 hours after the training that I managed to regain back to normal. Felt that I almost fainted. I never face this kind of problem before last time when I took my exams and tests. Dunno how come I got this kind of feeling this time round. Guess I must learn to take things at a easier pace. Cannot stress myself too much. hmm... Strange and odd...

Anyway, so happy! Now I am waiting for my Office 2007 to be given to me. I wan to do nice nice presentations and pics. hehe...

Went back to office today. Mind couldn't rest, thinking of the work piled up during my absence. Didn't sleep well on Fri nite also. Woke up at 8+ this morning. Waited for Bro to come home and I drove to work. Finished my things and reached home at almost 5pm. Wanted to go find Dearie but he told me no need to do so. Asked me to stay home and accompany my mum. I played a bit of game and went to sleep. Fell into a super deep sleep. Dearie couldn't locate me. Guess I must have made him worried sick. Sorry... I also dunno how come I sleep till like tat. Probably I lack of sleep and now my body just trying to recuperate everything back. haiz... Ya ya... i know. I didn't take care of my body. My mum was saying me this morning. Said I am a workaholic. Haiz... I guess I have really become one. I can't rest my mind well if I know I have things undone. Dun feel good all over. Dearie also worried abt me on this aspect. What to do? Work ma... we have to be responsible towards it also.

Anyway, going to surf for some info with regards to work before going to bed again. Tomorrow going to see the ROM place with Dearie. Hope Dearie is not upset when I call him tomorrow. If not, I would be super duper sad... keep fingers crossed.

Anyway, we walked around and decided to go for a movie. Caught "The Brave One". It was a long and draggy show... I felt like sleeping but didn't lah. Was cuddling beside Dearie... Lying down on his shoulders. Comfy Comfy... Felt so cold when we walked towards MRT to head home. The air-con at Marina Square... Cold cold cold! Managed to defrost a bit as we walked the overhead bridge towards City Link. Bought a pair of shoes at Charles & Keith... Dearie took the North bound train with me and I alighted at Sembawang.

Went to buy some clothes at my usual shop. Spent quite a lot there! Haiz... Was in Sun plaza for almost 2 hours and all the time spent in 1 shop. Trying on the clothes can be a super tiring thing... Was hungry initially but ended up, Full. Cos was too tired after trying on more than 15 pieces of clothings. Perspiring somemore... That always happen when I go that shop. Their regular customer already and so they also happy to let me try the clothes. Too bad my favourite sales girl not there. Cos she will know what I like and let me try. The one assisting me... kept asking me to try and I already told her i dun like, dun wan too casual etc. Still pass me more. Hmm... trying to "con" me into spending more money. haha... but they know my pattern ba... If i dun like, no point to force me. WAste time only. hehe.

Finished packing my wardrobe. Still got lots to pack lor... but guess I shall leave it to another day. Tired... tomorrow is another long long day. Hope Work will not be too much. Pray for the best... Hope for the best... God will do the rest. hehe...

Was on Leave today. Worked till 2am last night. Lots to do... Only me left in the office working till the wee hours. Kinda scary to off all the lights, lock the main wooden door, walk along the corridoor, waiting for the lift, walking out of the building, etc. all by myself. I wanted to stand at the roadside to wait for cab... decided not to since the place I was working at is famous for jams and I guess quietness when it comes to late nights. Booked for a cab instead and went home.

Slept at almost 3am / 3+... I could not recall. Bro woke me up at 8+ and mum at 10+. Didnt really manage to sleep well. Had headache again and went to catch a nap after checking my office emails and talking to my colleagues via MSN. Woke up and went to see my Skin Doc and went Vivocity and Harbourfront with Mum. Bought a dress for my Company's D&D, some drinks for office. Ate Sushi Tei with mum and as we slowly devour our dinner, we were chatting abt my past and present. Hung around Vivo till almost 10pm. We spent almost 6 hours there! Amazing ya? haha... didn't shop much... dun assume we did! Had a good time with mum... glad that I took her out. :)

Dun intend to sleep early. My heart felt heavy... Things started wondering around in my mind... Maybe I think too much... Maybe I too sensitive... I dunno. I also dun like this kind of feeling. Probably making myself sick is good so I won't think of it. Would be too xin gu to think of anything. This could be good. Never mind if it's stupid to make myself sick. I dun like the way I feel now... The more I pen down here, the more I feel like tearing. Shall leave it as it is... Don't ask me what happened... I dun wish to elaborate... Just let time wash away the unhappiness...

Decided it's time to change my blog skin. Change a new look. What do you think? Nice?

Anyway, spent my weekends with Dearie. He came over to stay at my place on Fri. Sat we went out to Vivocity with Bun Bun. Dearie came over to keep me company today after his class. I wanted to go and meet him at Somerset but I woke up with a terrible headache. Told him to go home and rest while I rest more and probably go over to his place to find him. Changed of plan and he came over instead.

Dearie reached at abt 2+pm. It was raining... luckily he got his umbrella with him. I was surfing internet while waiting for him to reach. Decided to rest my head when he got here. He was playing PSP all the way while I was sleeping. Thot that he would need a rest but he proved me otherwise. He was playing all the way till 7+pm. I woke up a few times and my head was so painful. I used my hands to hit my head. I hated it when I have headache as it could be so so bad. Felt like banging my head against the wall even. Dearie helped to massage a bit... Thanks Dearie. Sometimes my head could really kill me. Sobz...

Woke up in the evening and cooked dinner for him. First time he got to taste my speciality... FRIED RICE... Hehe... I always tell people... I really dunno how to cook but the best I could conjure up with is Fried Rice. My mum likes it so much that at times, she just ask me to cook that instead. But most of the time, I am lazy... hehe... :P

Cooked Fried Rice and made some soup with Cheese Tofu, Crabmeat Stick and Fu Zhou Fishballs. Hope Dearie likes the Dinner I made for him... :)

Tomorrow is Monday. Has to work... haiz... normally I will meet Dearie on Monday. But forfeiting it tomorrow cos he came over today. Going to camp in office again. When I don't meet him, it's work work work. Call me a Workaholic... This is not by choice... Unless my friends want to date me out? Wahaha... shall see how is my mood tomorrow then. Going off to rest my stupid head. Tata...

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