PS Tomorrow!!!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ at
Went to try my Gowns last week. Have to change my Actual day and Outdoor gowns cos didn’t look nice when I wore them. Couldn’t carry it off that well… haiz… Not that I super like those gowns but… choices seemed limited as the Photo shoot is tomorrow. They also need time to alter the other gowns that I have chosen. Night Gown was fine. No issue for that.
Was kinda moody and upset that I had to change my gowns. Well, it wasn’t the studio fault. Partly cos of my Back. Friends who know me would know that I do not have a normal spine. In fact, since primary school, it has been a ‘S’ spine for me, with a lump on my back. Did go and see doc back then and was told that they have to do a major op on me, remove the crooked spine and correct it with a bone from my backside, wear braces etc. Being so young then… abt 10 / 11 yrs old, having to go through such a major op was too much for my mum to accept. Afterall, no Doc will guarantee a 100% successful rate and also, it was no joking matter as it got to do with the spine. Mum couldn’t let me go through all that and adapted a wait and see situation. Over the years… my spine didn’t give me much problem except for a lump at the back. Shoulders used to be super uneven but now, it looks ok. Sometimes people will ask me abt my back and I have to explain to them why it’s like tat. Heard that it will get worse over the years as I get older or… if I am pregnant etc but well, we shall see.
Told Dearie that I was upset by my back. Besides being fat as I am, my back also gives me a problem with the gowns. Dun feel like going through the process of getting married in terms of customary. Dearie was rather sweet and he was asking me how much it costs to get the studio to MTM a gown for me for actual day and do I really like the actual day gown that I couldn’t wear. Told him to save the money. I will be fine. just some mood swing. No point to MTM a gown when I only get to wear for a day… in fact, a few hours in the day and night.
Gotten over the gown issues as the day draws nearer for Photo shoot. Dearie collected his contact lens and it took him some time to get use wearing it for a day last Sat. He will be wearing contact lens tomorrow. We went shopping for props to bring tomorrow. Was thinking to bring soft toys but afraid it might appear kiddy for the photo shoots. Decided not to bring ba.
Today I am off and tomorrow on leave. Going to do my nails later. Supposed to be sleeping… since I can sleep and wake up late today officially ma. However, body clock say otherwise. Woken up but a sms… lolz… can guess who wakes me up? Who else but my sweet Dearie… telling me he is on his way to work. :P
Raining now… praying hard for good weather tomorrow… keeping fingers crossed…
Intend to go around looking for 1 more pair of shoes for photo shoot tomorrow. My current pair, my ROM shoes, seemed to be uncomfortable when I wore them last Wed to try out my gowns. Dunno is it bcos I fell and my feet was swollen then? Dunno but well, see if I can manage to buy a pair that I like and will wear when there are events. See how later ba.
Probably will go look for balloons. Told Dearie I want to have balloons, those floating in the air kind, for the photo shoot. Hope I can find some good and cheap ones! :)
