Time goes tick tock… tick tock…
Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ at
11:20 PM
The weather has been crazy these few days. Dark cloudy skies in the morning, Hot burning sun in the afternoon, evening time… either it has finished raining or it seems abt to rain. Dearie has been sick since Wed and didn’t spend much time with me this week. He met me on Monday after returning his gown and we had our dinner at Rajah Inn at Tiong Bahru. He didn’t have much appetite while I slowly devoured my dinner. walked around a bit before heading home.
Tues… he had training @ City Hall. Said wanted to meet me but halfway through, a sms came. My poor Dearie wasn’t feeling very well and asked if he could go home and rest instead. I had to go WPSC that afternoon and ended my work early once I finished running my errands. Headed home since he was not well and couldn’t meet me. Was raining suddenly when I was on a cab to WPSC at Tanjong Pagar. Didn’t have any umbrella with me and by the time I was done with my errand, it was drizzling. I walked in the rain… been years since I had to walk in the rain. It was quite a long walk and along the way, I tried to hide away in the shelter. Met a ex-colleague and he couldn’t recognise me. Not because I have changed in any way but well… he didn’t know me very well but as HR, seeing those people leaving the Company, I could somehow recognise those faces ba. Especially he was part of the Sales team.
Took the train home and had junk food for dinner. Yes… no proper meals. Mum didn’t cook as I told her I will be meeting Dearie. No one was home and I just stayed home… ate some junk and fell asleep till I heard my hp with SMS notification. Dearie was really sick cos he told me he took a cab home to see doc. This wasn’t him cos he would hardly take a cab especially during peak period, incurring CBD and additional 35% charges. Guess he was really sick and not feeling too good. Doc gave him 2 days MC.
Met my poor Dearie on Fri. He still not well yet. Voice sounded a bit funny and his ears were blocked. I was feeling kinda moody. Mood swinging from tree to tree. Suddenly feel that everything is so sianz and boring. Nothing much interests me? Ya… Wedding shoots in June. I dun really feel excited now. Dunno why. Could be the hormones playing tricks. Dunno where to go for the PS also. I wonder if the photos would turn out to be nice. I wonder how it is going to be like on that day. Wonder wonder wonder… Think too much maybe? lolz… dunno what to think or blog. Everything is just so boring for now…
Came to realise a friend has blocked me from her Facebook recently. I didn’t really notice till…i found out… I could see her in my friend list anymore. Frankly speaking… I couldn’t care much abt this friend. Well, things happened for some reason and if she chose to be petty and ignore me, I shall do the same. Sometimes I just feel that she dun bother much abt how I feel also. So what if I couldn’t attend ur wedding? Ur wedding could be the most impt event of ur life whereas other peoples’ events are not? Imagine getting blame for things that I merely recommend. I didn’t force u to commit into a wedding package. U went down 3 times to the place and decided to sign there. Afterwich, called me and said that u regretted etc. Rather spend more $$ elsewhere when in the first place, u told me u wanted to save money. Sometimes the words just contradicted and dunno what u wan. Compared my wedding preparations with yours… compared the services I got with yours… complained complained despite me giving u advice and offered to help. U simply ignore my advice and go into forums to comment and when people said the same thing… u said u were so happy to know people there. Totally forgetting abt my feelings.
So be it. I wouldn’t fancy having u to attend my wedding when in the first place, during my ROM, u came late, chose to attend only a while and later, rushed off to meet a guy, who wasn’t ur boyfriend / husband yet, to buy perfume. U also came empty handed. I was disgusted to know those things but I chose to let things go and not to think that u have chosen the opposite gender over me… someone whom u claimed to be ur good friend.
Good friend will be understanding and will not be petty just because he / she cant attend the event of ur life. Frankly speaking, dun tell me u only get married once in a lifetime. Not that I am trying to curse or what but come on… nowadays… if a marriage cant work out, u could get married a few times!!! A good friend knows where each other stands. U have become a passerby in my life, merely an accquintence. So be it… u chosen things to be this way and dun be sour to read my blog and find out I said these abt U, Iris Lim… shall not wish to talk abt u from now onwards…
Alright… on a happier note now… short working week cos of Vesak day. Going to do facial on Thurs with Dearie. Many movies showing. I want to watch ‘Sex and the City 2’ and ‘Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time’. Going to watch ‘Shrek’ with Dearie on Tues. He walked me home on Friday… ain’t he sweet? hahah… I was whining and whining… saying he never walk me home anymore for so so so so long liao… Well, he did it on Friday. hehe… happy. Last week only met him 2 times. So little as compared to last time. He was supposed to stay over but he was sick and didn’t want to spread his virus to me. lolz…. I wonder if he gotten the virus from me since I was sick 2 weeks ago.
11+ liao… time seems to pass by so fast especially on weekends. Busy day ahead tomorrow cos I have things not yet finish in office. Weili going on holiday this week and soon after, Norima’s turn. Roxance is back to work already and boy… really see a difference in her after becoming a mummy. I wonder if I would too when it’s my turn. hahaha… thinking too much liao. Going off to play a bit more of the Facebook before calling it a night. Tata….
Sick…
Monday, May 10, 2010 @ at
12:18 PM
Not feeling well. Having a flu and I have lost my sense of taste. Ate some sweets in the morning and they were tasteless. Didn’t want to wake up this morning. Dragged myself to work. Took a cab and well, slept all the way on the cab. I was that tired or I would say… I was giddy and strengthless…
Dearie is away for his reservist. Attending his convocation soon. Got errands to run for him as he is away.
He brought me to watch 2 movies, 2 weeks in a row. Caught Iron Man 2 and Ip Man 2. It was very nice. Went Universal Studio. Had fun there although sun burnt. Took a few pics with some of the characters.
Weather is hot. must drink lots of water. Luckily for me, William Kor kor is there to help me pack lunch. He is so nice… went out with him and Bryan Kor kor last Friday. Ate at Sizzler at Toa Payoh. Not really nice… food was so so… Company was great. Dearie commented that i reached home late and he couldn’t talk to me cos he got to wake up at 5am on Sat as he was on reservist already. Well, every time I hang out with these 2 men, we will chit chat till quite late one. So… will always overlook on the time. Dunno how come we can talk so much but I enjoyed myself. :)
Shan came back from US and bought for me a Coach Slingbag. I took it out with me on Sat when I went for my Hair treatment & Movie with Dearie. Loving the bag. Hehe… Thanks Shan… Muakz.
Dunno what I am blogging abt actually. Sounding gibberish… mind not working well today. In office to ‘spread’ virus… lolz… not that I want to do so but if I dun come in, office no one around and got lots of work to attend to.
Supposed to meet Emily today at Sun Plaza for coffee. Told her got to postpone. Dun wan to spread virus to her. Tomorrow supposed to meet Jayne and Judy for Jumbo Steamboat at Vivo. Going to msg them later and tell them got to postpone. Dun feel really well and lost of taste bud… cant enjoy the delicious food tomorrow also.
Leaving here with my favourite pics taken at Universal Studio. tata…
