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Tired... Headache...
Saturday, October 13, 2007 @ at 1:59 AM

Was on Leave today. Worked till 2am last night. Lots to do... Only me left in the office working till the wee hours. Kinda scary to off all the lights, lock the main wooden door, walk along the corridoor, waiting for the lift, walking out of the building, etc. all by myself. I wanted to stand at the roadside to wait for cab... decided not to since the place I was working at is famous for jams and I guess quietness when it comes to late nights. Booked for a cab instead and went home.

Slept at almost 3am / 3+... I could not recall. Bro woke me up at 8+ and mum at 10+. Didnt really manage to sleep well. Had headache again and went to catch a nap after checking my office emails and talking to my colleagues via MSN. Woke up and went to see my Skin Doc and went Vivocity and Harbourfront with Mum. Bought a dress for my Company's D&D, some drinks for office. Ate Sushi Tei with mum and as we slowly devour our dinner, we were chatting abt my past and present. Hung around Vivo till almost 10pm. We spent almost 6 hours there! Amazing ya? haha... didn't shop much... dun assume we did! Had a good time with mum... glad that I took her out. :)

Dun intend to sleep early. My heart felt heavy... Things started wondering around in my mind... Maybe I think too much... Maybe I too sensitive... I dunno. I also dun like this kind of feeling. Probably making myself sick is good so I won't think of it. Would be too xin gu to think of anything. This could be good. Never mind if it's stupid to make myself sick. I dun like the way I feel now... The more I pen down here, the more I feel like tearing. Shall leave it as it is... Don't ask me what happened... I dun wish to elaborate... Just let time wash away the unhappiness...