Updates...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 @ at
Haven't been sleeping well recently. Have been staying late in office to complete my things. Work never seems to end or finish. Caught less than 3 - 4 hours of sleep everyday. Even when I was with Dearie during the weekends, I couldn't sleep. Am I suffering from sleeping disorder? I wonder...
Was home early today cos I was not feeling too well. Felt giddy and felt like closing my eyes. Didn't go for my lunch today. Ate few biscuits to last my day till around 4.30pm. Told my boss I was not feeling too good and she let me head home. Reached home at abt 5+. Sat down and had my proper meal of the day at abt 6+. Not much appetite too. Guess insufficient rest is causing me to be sick. haiz... wat to do? I also dunno what I cannot sleep and why things are never ending. Someone pissed me off early in the morning. Had been doing it for the past few days recently. My patience for that person is running up. So much so that I really want to show attitude and simply heck care towards that person. Tried to contain myself... Bear with it and do my other things. My boss knew what was going on. Knew I didn't do anything wrong... Had her support... :) Relief that I have an understanding and supporting boss. I like my work more now... even though it's loaded with lots of things everyday. Sometimes it's the people and environment that make a difference. Agree?
Bought some clothes over the weekend... spent money again. opps... Really need to re-vamp my wardrobe. Some stuff cannot be worn le... must find time to pack them and to go for alteration. haiz... more $$ to be spent. but at least I still can wear them rather than to discard.
1 hour + more to go before it hits 12 and it's Dearie's Bday. Both of us have taken half day leave and would be going out tomorrow. Hugz... Dearie just wants to spend the day simple. Well, as long as he is happy... everyday is a special day for us. hehe...
Msg to Dearie:
Tomorrow is a special day. Some might think it's just another Wednesday or a normal 19 Sept. However, to me and your family, it's a significant day. It's the day where you had your first cry, the day where you came into this world, experiencing all the happiness and sadness that is around, bringing joy and happiness to the people around you. If you have not existed, I might not have found the happiness that I yearned to haveIf you have not enter into this world, I might not have found the person who could withstand my whining, temper and emotionsIf I did not meet you, I might not find another person who loves me as much as you do, as pampering as you are.Sometimes I might be too sensitive towards the things you say or do, sometimes I might be of a mystery to you. Things happened cos I really do care and treasure you and our relationship... I hope for the best and look forward to spending the rest of my time with you. We might have arguements or disagreements... but each time, we are able to set aside the differences and bringing our relationship one step further.
We have not known each other for long... but the time we spent together, knowing and understanding each other, make it seems like we have known one another for so many years. The bonding is unexplainable, beyond any words to describe. Only you and me know how special it is... Holding it close and handling with care...
I will want to spend this special day with you... Not only once, but every time and year when approaching 19 Sept. Letting you know that I am thankful that you came into this world on this day... letting you know that it's a significant and important day. Cos without you, I might not be who I am today. Happy Birthday Dearie... Love you lots!
