BusY & LeFt "Alone"??
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ at
Nothing much to blog about. You have heard me saying I am busy busy busy. Same as usual. Got to cover this and that lor. Renovation in office going into Phrase 3 which means, HR going to move into the new place! After the major packing, we have lesser to move this time round. Have decided on the seating arrangements with my Boss this afternoon. Will be sitting at the last row with Roxance, my colleague handling Payroll. The new HR room is bigger than the existing one and we finally have bigger storage place as well. Tomorrow going to pack some first as the Contractor needs to shift our existing cabinets over. Shall be busy with daily work and also packing packing packing!
Supposed to go shopping with my Sales Manager today. Ended up, I went to Dearie's place for dinner. Wanted to accompany him and hopefully, he spends more time with me before his exams. Ended up, I was playing my Laptop while he studied. I was feeling sleepy and requested for him to accompany me a while but he was studying. Asked me to wait and then I waited while I took a nap. He woke me up and it was time for me to go to fetch my mum. He was still studying lor. Haiz... Felt that I am being left on the shelves now as he has to study and then tomorrow back to work. The feeling is no good. Dun like lor. So used to having him to accompany me etc. For last year, Dearie still can talk to me online lor. This time is different. I am trying hard to bear with it. Find other activities to do? I dunno what can keep me occupied. Work? Maybe... If I intend to spend all my time working. I dun wan to become a workaholic leh. My colleagues were commenting on my skin. Got breakout. Looking ugly and they were asking why I looked so stressed etc. :(
Dearie shared with me something just now. His ex has been asking abt when we getting ROM, where is our flat etc. Kept me wondering... why suddenly asked him all these? Appeared out of the sudden with these questions. Dearie was kinda assuring me and told me that he didn't answer her completely. He also mentioned that he shared with his mum and she told him not to hurt me etc. I can trust Dearie that he will not do such things to hurt me but at times, he might have forgotten that "wo shi rong yi shou shang de nu ren". He could have made me upset unknowingly and my sadness would left him pondering why I react that way. Well, no one is perfect. We just work our ways through to make things better ba. :)
Counting down for Dearie to finish his exams... Hope it's over in a blink of the eye. Dun like when he is not able to accompany me. Dun like to be "neglected". Super dun like tat feeling!!!
